LoV3 M3 oR HaT3 m3??

Surgery Day!!!!

2008-12-02T00:52:00.001-08:00

Its all too sudden....it happen last monday - 1 december 2008....my mum ask me to remove the little lump i had on my rught arm...i was so scared...so afraid....didnt want to if i cud....

then it happen...got the letter, went to KPJ n i finally did it....

remove it...went thru an hour of pain n agony~~~

officially at 4 pm....done...no more lump.....shall be resting now....but advise...if u got any lump, get it remove asap!..

cos mine was like sthg to a size of 10 sen...n it was almost infected...

-flo-

Abandon by me~~

2008-11-26T22:40:00.000-08:00

Abandon...haha...i actually meant my blog....before this in my post, i actually promise a good fren of mine that i will continuously update my blog....but seems like the promise seems like shattered glasses...hehe....sorry Fiona...will try my best....

i think i would reli need to juggle my time between life in virtual and reality...

In the virtual world, u cud almost sya anything, anytime and to almost anyone...but ignore the privcacy n watsoever content that may be banned by the governement...

many things happen throughout m abandonment from "blogger.com". but dun worry...im back...

-Flo-

Mooncake Festival...

2008-10-06T07:01:00.000-07:00

The Mooncake festival party in Green Street Home was a success!...thou there was some ups and downs on the technical areas...but everything well...

I must admit my heart was pumping kinda fast when the music start..i was soooo afraid i did mistake...but luckly..all covered...

hehe.....All went super well..and super fun!

Ohya..Please be reminded that line dance IS NOT AN AUNTIE DANCE! ITS A DANCE FOR ALL!...

IT SO FUN!!TRY IT!!

I wanted to upload the video of the dance...but it took me sooooo long...n the connection failed....Can anyone teach me how to upload video here??sob sob.....

Anyway...photo photo!! Happy belated mooncake festival!

Public Annoucement!!!

2008-09-20T00:29:00.000-07:00

hey everyone!!! if you got the time...please drop by at Green Street Homes in Seremban for the "Tanglung Festival"!

There will be a lot of performance including cosmos excersize, tai-chi, yoga, lantern walk and line dancing!

The best part is...I am performing!!! with my mum of course....

So the hint is...COME TO SUPPORT ME!!
^_^

hehe.....

Line dancing is reli superb fun!..i show u how is it the next time k...

One more good news!.....I got myself a new table which wont hurt my leg anymore!!

yeah yeah yea!!! hehe.....

til then.....c ya....

Happy Birthday Sis!!

2008-09-03T08:44:00.000-07:00

Happy birthday to you!
Happy birthday to you!
Happy birthday to youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu!!!
Happy birthday to YOU!!

May all your wishes come true and good luck for your exam tmr!

Will bring you to Chillis as promised once u finish your exam k!

Aja aja fighting!!

Arggghhhhhh!!!

2008-08-25T06:48:00.000-07:00

GERAM!!!.....ever since i came back home for my training and thinking i could watch more tv..but nooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo.....

the god damn tv is alwis conqured by my dad!...geram!

he alwis watch the same old boring channel...so sien...n he even sleeps in front of the tv!!!.....haih...

help!!i need to change my dad!

2 headed snake!

2008-08-06T03:35:00.000-07:00

We were once all so innocent...INNOCENT i tell u!....

Time changes all of us..time changes the way u behave, the way u talk, the way u dress, the way u smile, the way u should be..time just change everything...

sad to hear it...but it is as true as it sounds....

I have in kinda in a roller coaster ride in my emotional weeks for training..work feels so burdensome till i lost my sense of self...the people at work is even more "a teacher of life" i should say...a better...a hipokrit!

Everyone ....deep down inside....we maybe a devil or even just a pure bastard...but we become like that because of how the society treats us! we bcum so ignorant of the actual things in life that make us who we r! all bcos of $$$$$$!......i am not saying i dun luv money...in fact, i love it as much as i cud never spend it all...

anyway, i just wan to say that this is so a dog-eat-dog world...the strongest survive...what you see is not what is it kinda story...

i know im still so naive, still so innocent....i just hope god cud hear me n help me to get through this smoothly..n banish all the "snakes"!!!

My apology to Ms Fiona Tay...

2008-08-04T05:54:00.000-07:00

Hey pretty girl...here is an entry specially dedicated to you...Saw ur email that day...but i could reli email u back cos of my f*** line at home...the line was a bit staggard and terribly down the past few weeks...

i hate T*n***!!!!

Anyway, i will try to update my blog more often ya...hehe...but working in the accounting line in not fun...n never free....

I miss blogging too!i MISS the onlie world.....................hahahaha....

Anyway my good fren, do take care and do update me on anything ya!

May god bless u always!Love ya!

I bCOME so LAZY!!

2008-07-15T06:57:00.000-07:00

i Bcome so lazy..reli reli lazy...n i dunno why....after i started working exactly on 2nd June 2008, 8.30am..i changed....my life changed....the training changed me....

I'm not sure whther the change is good or bad..but i think its not good news...

I used to make my bed everytime i wake up...
I used to cook my meals for me and family...
I used to help my mum wash clothes daily...
I used to help sweep the floor daily...
I used to do more house-chores...
I used to be call and bug my dear so much until me quarrel...
I used to watch tv until reli 3-4am...
I used to sleep until 12 afternoon anytime i want...
I used to do everything & be EVERYTHING!

but now....
i no longer make my bed in the morning (mon-fri) cos i will try to roll over the bed as long as i can...
not to ferget lack of time...bath, shit, make up, choose clothes, bfast..(bz woman la)

i no longer cook meals on weekdays..reli tired...

i no longer watch tv as often as i do.or i shud say...i HARDLY WATCH TV BACK HOME (PLS BELIEVE ME!)-My dad conquers te tv in the nite!

n i sleep so early...usually by 11 pm....sleepy (yawning)

n i no longer call my dear that often until he miss me more (which is good?)hehehe...

Any how..i hope i cud reli try to post sthg more...get my life back on the track...thats important...

but at the good side, being back home for training is great..
i get to spent more time with my family..especially with my mum during line-dance class!its so fun!will show u how is it soon...

I get FREE PETROL every week!!hehe...specially sponsored by the owner of 427!

I get to save more money althou i alwis have to tapau for my bro...

n i get to see movie EVERY WEEK!! cos JUSCO is just opposite my house!hehe..JEalous le...

Anyone wants to join me for HELLBOY 2 this sat?

Working vs Studying? Which is your choice?

2008-06-13T22:56:00.000-07:00

I have been thinking lately..between work n studies...n i came up with several pros n cons between this two issue....

Study:
a) Pros:
- No one is gonna push u around to do ur work...
- No need to wake up freaking early in the morning to class if u dunwan too...aka..can skip class!
- No one is going to scold u...even if the lecturer s scolding in class, he/she is scolding out loud to everyone or more like to the the air!(:P)
- U get to hang out with frens, chill with them, laugh with them...(i misss so so much my frens!!!)
- People are more real..less politics going around...less 2-face-bastard around too!

b) Cons:
- Exams.....need not elaborate more....
- Assignments......journals, articles, n "copy-pasting-editing" activity - wah, so fun! (sarcastic)

Work
a)Pros:
-Money
- See the real world..n get ready to face extreme culture shock!

b)Cons
- Have to tahan boss's scolding for no reason at whatsoever cost like when u din even use the computer, he still accuses u of doing so! (fucker!)
- Bear with the office politics ....a lot!!!!
- Too much stress due to tooo many workload and shortdeadlines n idiotic boss!
- Too lazy to wake up in the morning...sleep is better!
- Tend to hate ur workplace more n more due to biasness that r just too much!
- Feel like strangling ur boss to death!!!
- Feeling so miserable but u cant leave is the worst!

As a conclusion....i put my vote 100000% on studying!.....i dun like to work with people...

I dunno is whether becaouse of my ego or bcos of my past experience, i feel so mistreated!

I hate my work!n there is no way im going to stay there for another one more day after my training period!

PLS....I just wan to get through this 5 more months in peace!I cant wait for 28 Nov!!

Week ONE in BDO Binder...ThE Torture Begins~~~

2008-06-06T07:52:00.000-07:00

Its been a week now since i started working...haih..having mix feeling bout my new workplace actually...dunno why i feel kinda awkward to people..it is me?or maybe people just dun like me?why did she got the attention pulak? secret jealousy (damn!)....

1st day was okay..drove to office..was early around 10minutes...was i late althou work starts at 8.30am? YES! u kno why...cos got people 7am ad there (siao!) - thats what u call AUDIT LIFE! was new with other three...3 trainee all from MMU and 1 permanent staff...we tend to rely on each other i think althou i feel erm....haih...

started with the usual staff with introduction to everyone...the best part was saying "Hi, I am Florence. Nice to meet you!". Then they will u reply u back n say their names but after one round..u forgot all!!hehe...:P

the 1st thing the "great" manager did was threw me a file of company accounts to do! i was like "WTF??!!!??!!" HOW ONE EARTH TO DO?WRONG HOW?HAVE TO CLIENT R???WHAT TO DO???!!!! LUCKILY there was one of the from trainee-to-permanent-staff taught us how to do thw work..so it was less headache..but stress....

stressss i tell u!!!...u have to rush for work!u have to VOLUNTARILY work OVERTIME!!! the worst thing is u feel obligated to do so cos u havent finish all ur work!!! so many to do!!!!!damn siao!...

then had to speak chinese when my chinese is so teruk..but everyone assumes that im good in it..(fine la, i kno i look very chinese-ed but that doesnt mean that i can la...why those that pretend lebih lebih get more attention!?)

i do hope i can get thru the next 5 months n 3 weeks happily...must reli pray!!

p/s: to all MMUians.....result will be out on 11 june...pass/fail on 9 june....(i reli hope all subject pass can d!!! "oooh, help me god!"

i miss online-ning!!!!

2008-06-06T07:47:00.000-07:00

im BACK!!!!!im finally back...after 2-3 weeks..i so so misss Internet!!! at work cant online...damn sien cos i dun have a laptop (bodoh babi person who took it!) then after exam a few days straight away come back home ...no Internet.....

life is sooooo empty with Internet!!!

but the GREAT THING is that now my hse got streamyx!!!! WHOO HOOO!!!

super-duper-luper happy!!!........

Happy Birthday to ME!!!!! (updated - Part1)

2008-05-31T00:01:00.000-07:00

finally...being able to online again...time to update this virtual diary of mine..many things happen recently...and all the things that happen was all about me!yes!nothing else but me....hehe...end of the month of May is certainly something i am waiting for the whole year...not the fact tha i would be getting older of cos!...but the fact that, its the event that keeps me smiling and the memories i will have forever in my heart...

My Birthday journey started with self celebration and a self-treat to beautify myself!hehe...

27th May 2008 - Appointment with Sam at Hair Exchange (Sg.Wang, KL) for rebonding and hair spa. Total cost of hairdo = RM130 (rebonding) + RM80 (hair spa) = RM 210

Before...

After...

Snap!!...heheh....

Satisfaction level after hairdo = feeling great n sexy! *muahahhaha
Actions taken after hairdo = take as many photo as i can la!hehe....
Comment on the hair salon = If i were to rate the service perform i would give around 7/10. Not bad...will consider to visit them again!

28-29th May 2008 - Relax at home, be a pig, watch tv, eat, sleep...waiting for the next day!!

30th May 2008 - My birthday!!hehe..was on the way with full excitement..cos my dear will be bz cooking for me...but had sum mixed feeling when i arrived serdang cos dunno who was late to fetch me (haih..) but was overwhelmed when i step into the car..reli unexpected when i was handed with the "Birthday Menu". :)

Dear was still have way preparing..i felt bad for scolding him halfway...seeing him so "semangated and bersungguh-sungguh" made me soooooooo touched! :P

The preparation.....

the kitchen area....messy..but full of effort...hehe.....

Me..hehe...being the QUEEN for the day!muahaha...dun need to help cook, dun need to help wash...reli QUEEN R!!!

Although u rarely or never cook...but not bad le dear..hehe...the output looks pretty!

A romantic dinner just for two... Cajun Piacante served with Sweet Surrender

Creme Mushroom

Mediterranean Sunshine
(the carving my dear do wan r!
*not nice also must say nice!*)

Havana Boat
(the icecream tenggelam d...
hehe..but it taste so yummy!)

At the end of the nite, heart fill full of warmth (kekeke)....n feeling super duper happy inside! Thank you dear!

Happy Birthday to ME!!!!!

2008-05-30T08:19:00.001-07:00

hehe...so happy!!its my birthday!!many good n bad tings happen..will tell tmr....gonna enjoy my home-made dinner by my dear 1st...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!

MAY EVERYTHING GOOD CONTINUE TO COME!

10 Most Wanted this coming 30th May 2008!

2008-05-20T20:18:00.000-07:00

hehehe....30th may cuming!ye ye!...hehhee....im not sure its a good sign or bad...cos im going to get another year older....but i think good kua..cos another year of maturity, another year of memories and another year of cheers to life!

well well, if this year..i got 10 wishes for my birthday, it would be really great if i could get my top 10 fav! I will start with....

10. A digital camera! - so that i can snap shot n camwhore all the time..n also i dun have to fight to get the camera from my bro or sis!

9. Sony Erricson handphone camera (not so sure what model..but as long as latest wan ya!)

8. Buffet dinner at Jagoya - japanese sushi!!!! (*yummy*)

7. New Bags!!!! - working bag, 'jalan-jalan' bag, dinner bag, etc.....:D

6. New accessories!!!! - earings, necklace, watch from Swatch(the sporty type), nipple sticker....(hahaha..yes, nipple sticker!)

5. New Clothes!!! - especially those that can fit my body well and show off my proper part of my booty! (kekekeke.....:P)

4. A celebration with friends and family! - besides pressie n cakes(choc mousse cake *drool*)*.....

3. More Moooooooooooooneeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeyyyyyyyyyyyy!!!

FFREEEEEEEEEEEEEEE Money!!! (to buy more n more stuffy!!)

2. Special suprise from my dear...hmm...if ever this can be succesful?

n.........

No 1 in my list - Free slimming program that will cut off my fat & produce a sexy new FLO!

^_^

May my wishes come true! hehehe....

Cheers'!

Countdown to Fr33doM...

2008-05-19T22:48:00.000-07:00

Another 2 days....just 2 days...arent i supposing to be studying?but im watching movie...(flo!!!)

was cracking my head to insert fren's link....dunno la le...wat to do...a dummy in blogging...

I NEED HELP!!

anyway...wud be reli anticipating 5.31pm on thursday evening...why?dun tell u now! :P

Yeah! final one to go....& Good Bye MMU for 6 mths!! woohoo!!

2008-05-17T00:07:00.000-07:00

hurray.....just fin another paper just now at 12...was a bit "sweat" feeling on the paper..my kindest lecturer that i tot was going to be kind to us lie to us!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!......summore i tot haih...enuf of i tot i tot.....suan ba....anyway, i think i will continue study for 22nd paper tonite kua...tired la...

even thou tired, but having mixed feeling recently...besides creating nonsense with my dear...dunno la...mayb cos i know im leaving malacca (the place i got married to for 5 years contract). althou its just industrial training, it feels as if im going to grad!hahaha....i thinks its like when ur parents caged u for so long, its the same excitement of becuming free!+_+

but i think..im going to miss malacca...im going to miss MMU...im going to miss the things that happened here....

when i look back n think again, cuming to uni rei taught me a lot...well, to reli say all..it wud take me forever!but..here is my summarized version....

1. Learn how to tolerate with different type of people who has different type of attitude and smell....sumtimes, not all are bad...sum are reli good..sum are idiots..but most of the time, when staying with strangers that is going to be ur hsemates is reli a great thing!

p/s: i got other hsemates...but pics nt in this pc...haih..but i reli miss my hsemates (shri, rahim, kim, xinyi, n my so call weekend "bf"...hehe..n joosien, n cuming soon...xin mi, jooleng, n carryn)

2. Learn to accept the weaknesses that u have and change it to sthg better...make urself a new person..especially dun be so aunty look even when ur a freshie...i kena once by my so called "fren"..she said i dress like auntie to class...wtf! a bit terasa..but i need to say thanks..cos i learn to accept criticism..n dress better....hehe...$ also spent more....but its a good thing!

(me now...."the auntie u once called")

3. B'day celebrations and gatherings is a must! Uni is a place of meeting people...a place where u meet frens that will create memories for u...either good frens,bad frens, good n bad memories....they r still memories....

(when we were all so innocent!)....hehe ^_^

*before all got bf...(haih...)*

4. sometimes dun act too "smart"! later ppl bully u r!...i learnt how to be strong..n be tough!..dun u dare bad mouth behind me! an to talk bad..talk in front of me k!

5. learn to smile confidently in front of the camera!...It doesnt reli matter how ur size actually..its how ur confidence brings out the best part of u..ur confidence will show how sexy n wonderful person u r!

p/s: damn to all the beauti models!hahahaha..so wat?..i still think im pretty cute! ^_^

posing time :P

bcuming our own super-star! why not rite?hehe..

gonna miss Zu... (Aerobic Installation Nite 08')

6. A uni is a place where u might meet sumone unexpected..sumone that will share ur joy and sorrow and listen patiently to all ur nonsense..hehe..i din find mine is uni..but found him while i was in malacca browsing thru the internet....hehe...YES! its online luv!..who say online luv doesnt work? its a lie..i found a man that has been very patient and practically we r very much in luv!..muahahaha.... *ok ok..enuf flo..enuf...*

-my dear & me-

Actually..there too much to say..but too little time....i will continue some other day...but pretty much, its all about frens and lots of luv besides good lies by lecturer and assignments and exams that made us all crazy...

to all my "ji muis" (sk, jen, sze ning, sherli, miao, michelle, eelin, rad, beat, renee, li ee - sorry if i miss out ur names) - im going to miss u guys so much...cant see in class n kepo d...hehe...hope to see u all soon after training..!

jia yu together!

mua signature sign! ^_^

To my dear sis that is going to KTar....hope this will help to ur mini guide in college...remember to be urself...will share with u when i get home thou u wont be there.....take care ya baby....

~THE END~

Final Exams Phobias

2008-05-14T08:20:00.000-07:00

exams arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.......................stress creatersssssssssssssssssssss!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.............dun like it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!why education minister must have exam?!!bodoh!!!!!!!!!!

haih..enuf enuf of the complain...just finish my super duper geng papers for now...3 papers in 3 days.stupid MMU!...no brain!..make me look older like grandma due to too much stress!blame MMU!!

now have to piah for sat n next thursday paper....so cham....

the worst is have to worry bout the result (*the aftermath*)...sob sob..so scare la....reli reli scare....reli hope this sem can push up my pointers....what to do...the world is so freaking realistic..they onli look at ur performance on paper n not whats in u deep inside!damn!!

anyhow...i reli pray honestly (got pray one le) to do well...at least..pass all my subjects..

i reli need to maintain my result!!*praying hard*
i reli need to visit all the tokongs in Malaysia to show my sincerity!!!!!!!!!

haih....

p/s: Dear God, if u ever drop by in the virtual world n read this, please help and bless me to get thru this semester...i reli reli need ur help so badly n deeply...please ya...i promise to be an angel !

Welcome Me!!

2008-05-14T07:24:00.000-07:00

hello to all.....i welcum myself to the world of blogging...i do hope i can remember my password n remember to update my blog more often...had created a few in the past..the more active one is in my MSN (undefined soul of love). hehe..

but as usual...its all bout me..whatever is happening to me...n whatever is happening arounf me...

i hope its a place for me to release all my sorrows and happiness...n a place for me to find a new beginning..

cheers to life~~!